||[Nov. 23rd, 2006|04:06 am]
|||||Frou Frou- The Dumbing Down of Love||]|
It's Thanksgiving break and I feel incomplete. There's something missing right now... I miss my beautiful girlfriend, I miss seeing her smile. That's really all that I want, I just want her to be here with me now sitting on my lap and not letting me see the computer screen.. I want to interlock my fingers with hers and kiss the back of her neck.
It's a little strange being back home, I think I'm just overwhelmed with the sudden shift. I really wish that I could go back to 11th grade, Everything made sense then. I had a wonderful girlfriend, a great best friend who was always there. I had structure to my life, I was successful, I was smarter then.
I'm going to my uncle's house tomorrow with my family and then on Friday I'm going to UGA for the UGA GT game. I really hope we win, that would be pretty great. Stacie will be there, and that is what makes me happiest, and then the next weekend I'm going down to Valdosta with Craig and Cole for the ZTA semi-formal.
I just want to be happy again, and I won't be happy unless Stacie is there. 2 years, 8 months, and 22 days. I'm still in love, so much that it hurts. I want to be done with college and be able to live the rest of my life with Stacie. I hope I don't screw everything up before I get that opportunity. Everything will be ok, I know I'll be with her though because that is how it will be, there is no question in my mind that I am going to be with her forever.
Architecture is tough, I really hope it is all worth it in the long run. I guess that it didn't get the nickname Architorture for no reason. Oh well... I'm off.